Wednesday, July 18, 2007
nick needs a priority check!
like totally.. man. i just realised how far i am behin in terms of my priorities and values and all that important stuff..
like today.. was just thinking through.and i realised. i'm a very big asshole! zomg. yes. i am.
i made plans to go to aidah's model pimple thing, and i totally ditched it to see harry potter.
you could say it's shahul's fault because he didn't want to watch at a later time slot, but then again.. i agreed.
so yeah. i really am an asshole huh, and because of me, war din go then carmen din go, and demp din go and everyone who was supposed to go, din go. if i were aidah i'd be pissed mann. haha.
shiiit.. wow. i din noe i could be such a dumb ass. poot.
my values sucki'm sorry aidah.
and another is that i keep delaying the completion of my sister's montage.
my priorites suck.
no don't worry people. i am not emo. i'm not emoing, i am completely sober or whatever it should be called. haha . i'm just quite angry at myself for actually being such an ass. woot.
like anyone would worry anyways. HAHA. ok nvm
oh on a lighter note, this morning was really stupid. i sent a wrong sms. haha. i should change cheryl liow's name in my phone or change cheryl wilson cheryl's name..
i hope i get a distinction for my audio.
and i still cannot get over the fact that i was sucha jerkk! haha.. i think i would.. maybe. i THINK, i would feel better if she scolded me or something. hahaha.. like u noe.. then the world seems right. now it's just weird.. hahaha.. maybe i'm just exaggerating a lot.. but no matter how small(i'm not sure just how large or tiny this matter is, it could be huge for all i know, but i'm hoping not), the action of ditching plans made first is very bad.
so nick, next time. please remember and don't ever do this again. =)
and i lost 50 bucks.. sigh..
i actually blogged at 11:57 PM
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