Friday, May 18, 2007
sum sum...
1.cdi meeting.
2.ccn day walk around.
3.help mat's fren record.
4.burnt my knees.
5.get really pissed off.
6.wrote another song.
highlight of my day?
burnt my knees. haha.
leadership knows why.
i think i'm becoming kinda irritating at times to the people around me...
hopefully, not too irritating.
but most definitely, i've been feeling very irritated recently.
i dunno why i let myself get so annoyed. i'm not usually like this.
i used to be the guy who'd tell others not to get irritated,
and that getting irritated is a choice to be made..
so yeah, maybe i shall choose not to be irritated.
but i really can't help it sometimes.
i think.. that.. i nid less variety, and more quality..
i would suppose that, i prefer less of the good stuff, rather than alot of mediocre stuff..
recently, things have been getting real really mediocre, and i can't stand it. (i think i'm spelling it wrong anyhooo)
i want it all to be over soon, and done prperly. and after that, i hope that elle would have been able to practice enough to pull it off well.
and i just want my quality to be there. just this once. i don't want the extra noise..
seems like every may, i'm very uncomfortable..
i've got so much on my hands..i wanna break.
you could call me pampered..and say that what i have on my hands are nothing compared to what you've gone through? but haha. i still feel sheeeeet maann. and oh btw, 'you' is not reffering to anyone in paricular.. it's just.. 'you' as in general. i always speak like that, but nobody gets it..
i think i should just be some news reader, or dj, or some other form of a voice actor.. haha.. thats IF i can't make it anywhere. which, i don't think i'll face that.
not trying to be hao lian(boastful) or anything, but i really do think i can do alot of things..i just feel happier tell myself stuff like this..
but unfortunately, singing high isn't one of them.
and i hate not being happy. i used to be happy always..
where the hell did this vagina come from!? (pms)
i hate it when everyone's busy.. busy as me.
buuuuutttttt, every new day, is a new chance to turn up the volume and crank up a smile. =) tml'll be a better day.
today wasn't too bad lah..
just for number 5, where i got really pissed off. the rest were'nt too bad..haha.
i actually blogged at 11:38 PM
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