Thursday, April 12, 2007
i am soooo tired.
i wonder u noe,
whats so great, about having a girlfriend or a boyfriend..at this age.
i mean yeah, can touch touch kiss.. all.. shiok lah. ha~.
can talk share problems fill your empty heart and all that booze, but,
can we live without it..?
i dunno.. i know sometimes i feel empty.. but i only feel empty for so long,
til i find something to do.(sing, guitar, drums, computer, friends, shit, fart, whine about my hair and my fore head..)
to me, i think if i do get one now.. i think i will feel good about it,
only when i'm with her or talking to her..
then all the missing you crap would come about when we're apart..
now wouldn't that suck. HAHA.
i dunno.. but i've always been thinking.. and i think, probably, right now,
i don really care or give a hooot. haha..
but it sure would be nice for that moment in time to have one,
and not care about anything else..
but that moment only lasts so long..
i think i can wait.
right now, music is my girlfriend.
she doesn't get angry with me,
i can touch her anyway i want,
and she never fails to touch me. (HAHA)
we spend long hours alone in the bus and in my bed before i sleep.
sometimes i like to record our intimate sessions together on the computer,
and let others experience what i feel about her.
she's so beautiful.. her screams are music to my ears.
haha.
ok, yeah, i'm just absolutely bored and i am sick of animating shit on the com.
i wanna do a gig soon man. hopefully in may. may may may maybe we'll do a gig.
i actually blogged at 8:23 PM
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