Wednesday, May 03, 2006
it's a funny thing when u fall in love..
everything falls into place rather nicely..
bad things happen, but somehow we manage to turn them around,
and make them into something seemingly better..
everythings good.
it's shitty then when your hit with something else,
and u noe it will jeapordize this love..
this thoughts race and slowly eat up ur heart.. before you know it..
u fall out.
the real fucked up feeling is, being the first to know..
and not knowing the right words to say to ur beloved.
but anyways.. i'll jsut keep expecting the worse..
so nothing would seem that bad.
i'll say i'm every bit deserving the cold.. so it's ok.
anyways! today school was like.. totally confusing.. dun understand half of what the lecturer is trying to tell us what to do when we go home. it's damn confusing...my stupid course isn't slack at all.. everyday i got presentation on new things. the deadlines are so near and it's dman shit lah.. tml morning need to go art museum to go research the exhibits because school ends at 6, and the museum closes at 7. presentation is on thursday. then friday got another and so fourth.. dunno what the hell else is needed lah..
as for the other subject.. piang.. need to go learn arts history and all that crap. why the hell do i wanna know anything about frank stella.. i hate is masterpieces! give me fucking headaches..(oh i decided.. i'm jsut gonna say my usal vulgarities here, so piss off if u don like em. hahaha. =P) i've no idea what on earth is he trying to get at with his damned sculptures..
i dunno if i can tah han two bands and my poly right now.. i'm thinking i've got to totally slow down on the music scene right now.. and get settled with my poly stuff.. i can't afford to fall back .. i hate falling back..and oh. i sculpted a head blinde folded. =D hehe.. looks pretty good to me. wahaha.
anyways. i better go sleep alr lah. tml going museum at 10..
i actually blogged at 12:10 AM
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