Saturday, February 25, 2006
haha. well. swimming today at the jurong complex thing was damn shiok lah!. haha..
lazy to go about the whole event. but all i know is that all the efforts into crunches. is wasted away witht the stupid pizza hut and stuff..! grrr. haha
oh and tried going for some CYF thing in the evening. =S hahaha.. um..i udnno. it was pretty interesting lah, to learn about thethings they talking aobut and stuff.i actually learnt something new! haha.. temptations and stuff.. it wasn't boring lah!. i just.. din really.. umm.. fancy.. the activities! haha =P i would've kinda rather jsut sat in the aircon room and get comfortable. haha. instead of doing squats! stupid! hahaha.. =P some people with skirts managed to cheat their way out lah! hahaha. =P jkjk (but it was just.. 1/4 squats.. how revealing can it possibly get? hahahaha. =P. )
and i dunno why!.. damn.. u noe, how i wih it wasn't 1.55am right now, so then i could call u. and like.. make up for the lost talk. and sort things out.. stupid timing. stupi dstupid stupid.
hahaha.. maybe i'll call u tml.. i dunno why.. but sometimes.. i think my heart can sink as fast it can float and fly. i hope i dun do that to u. but i think i do.. and i'm terribly sorry for that..
if u ever ever think, that there's something u did wrong, jsut know, that it's everything else u did RIGHT. that will keep me here..praying for this..
hahaha. OK!. anyways.. i think sometimes, i wish my mouth would act before my brain.
can i remember the 7 sacraments??
haha. i can try! (letsee if i paid good attention)
penance,
annointing of the sick,
M(something! i forgot!! argh)
OHkAY. so my memory isn't too fantastic lah. but i'm sure i paid attention!
eapecially to that felicia girl.. cuz she speak.. everytime like.. zao sia one. (squeak) hahaha. damn funny..
haha. the black grass like, abalone.. thing.. infront.. aslo kinda funny. hahaha.
ok. i'm feeling kinda better now. hehehehe..
not jsut cuz of the squeaking and the abalone lah. haha. there's something that started the smiling during this blog entry..
well, cuz ben asked me.."relax, and think of something"
so i thought of something. i thought of this : " =D "
and ALL else than comes with it.. =) and it kinda warms the cold heart.
and even though i still felt the same way from the start of the entry,
can feel the sunken heart, slowly rising..
i guess tho it's still all punctured and stuff,
by right should stil be sunken,
it's kinda like.. pulled up.. =)
"you could be the one, to save me from me"
it doesn't have to be in closest, dovey, kinda way.
but in just the simplest, most casual way..
but i suppose, it's only possible through one fella.
to save me from me.
"a dust in the diaplated room i lay,
looking out at all that you're today,
more than what u were before,
i swear you look like you could soar,
and my tiny heart would beg of you,
to fly above me, set me free,
and lift me up so i cna see,
the skies, feel this breeze,
lay with you under this starlit moon light sky"
yup. thats a bridge from my older song about the impossbile possiblities.
that inspired the other songs..
one day, all these songs will be recorded perfectly, and burned into a cd,
and sent to your doorstep,
acosutic, drums, overdrives, screams, and sings.
love, hate, and dreams.
they may prolly sound all the same.. in terms of the style and tune. but.. i think the lyrics..
go a different direction all together.
i jsut hope the last song.. will be a happy one.
don't we all?
wish for a happy ending to everything happening.
=)
i'll wish, i'll hope, and i'll pray.. =D .......
for that perfect happy ending.
WOW! ok!. long entry. full of things not many people would be interested to read!
not like it matters if the world couldn't care less about what i'm writing.
i just need half of mine..and half of yours..(oh yes. u noe what i mean..)
=)
i actually blogged at 1:50 AM
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