Thursday, September 01, 2005
ok. so te performance was pretty good.
sept for the fact that ava sucked big time.
poor bona couldn't hear himself.
neither could i nor ben. mics were too soft and TOO LOUD.
but still we couldn't hear the loud one.
cuz speakers were jsut not faceing us.
guitar's din amnage to reach the end.
but all in all.. most ppl said it was good.
but i can't stand it.
when those others, said the vocals were horrible and way too loud.
well ok la. too loud, (blame the ava) cuz seriously,
bona can't really sing that loud..
and i realy dislike people who act.(not actors and actresses. i love them-good ones-.. i dislike people who try to be somebody else..)
it really gets on my nerves.
i mean.. ok. u wanna say something.
say something more constructive instead of jsut saying.
"vocals were shit"
"bona sucks"
or
"if nikhil were to sing on the mic, the mic too loud also people SURE like one!"
ok. seriously. that statement really pissed me off big time.
-ok, i know nikhil's serious one of the fucking best punk/hardcore/rock fucking good singer i've seen and heard of this age and in singapore. you can say he can be saosin's new singer or what la..
but if the mic was THAT loud, on bona. nikhil would've burst everyone's bloodie ear drums if the mic was turned up that loud.
and don come tell me he can control move away from the mic all cuz he's damn good.
i tell u. he will sing even louder. cuz on the stage,
vocals are totally INAUDIBLE.
.ok so.. yeah.. i sound kinda angry? haha.. not really.. just damn annoyed..i dunno why.. i'm usually not so easily swayed by these stuff.. but.. i guess when so many people jsut kept judging so quickly(especially my bro. he din even hEAR the recording, just the story, he said ' cuz bona..like shit'...) fuckkk man i tell u. then after he hear our recoding during the rehearsal, he was like.. 'eh.. sound like the real guy sia' . then of course won't take back his words. he never can swallow pride in a nice fashion. dunno what shit all la.. i'm not saying our recording was that fantastic. it was just definitely alot better than today. it's not like we could control the mics.
sighh.. ..i feel like shit..and damn annoyed.. cuz of:
-today's poor performance
-my poa
-a math
-tuition
-e math
-science
-humanities
-prelims
-my dad's car door
-o levels
-my dad
-my bro
-mr. wong's stupid class photo project( i can't stand it. the way he wants me to dot he best i can for a class photo thing, and all.. but he gves me shit materials. -half-past-six-zapped-in-less-than-5-mins. at least basil gives me soft copies of the class pic to work on.)
-my dad and mom's voices-when they nag-
-my bro's silly act
-sacarsm against my band in school
-ppl saying bona's singing sucks(because the mic was too loud. {mic and bona is not one thing together. choose which one u wanna blame before u do})
maybe i'm being kinda petty and stuff.. and really picky or what.. but.. i'm really not lke this.. it's jsut that.. these stuff..r eally are getting on my nerves.. sighh..
all i wanna do..is just to:
-go library, and study from morning to night, with wilson and or basil or vice versa whatever. dun ahve also nvm. i jsut wanna hang there, it's nice over there.
-lsiten to music all day
-practice my poa in peace,
-practice my math science and all in peace
-basically not having to worry about anything else like how to close the car door.
-play my guitar
-write songs about my life
-talk to the secret
-make new friends
-talk, laugh, play
-do well in my prelims and o's
-not get nagged at(cuz i noe wat i needa do. don ahve to keep reminding me. t jsut gets on my nerves a hell lot. one day if ur not careful i'm gonna fuck it right in ur face)
-get 13 points or below
-get into graphic design at a poly.
-enjoy my teen life
if only it were so easy as to say it..
sometimes.. being alone isn't so bad.. thats why.. i like walking home by myself.. with my mp3 plugged into my ears.. as i drift off..while walking home.. jsut.. dreaming my life away as i walk.. taking a looka t the beatiful sky and greenery.. i sometimes jsut feel like sitting somewhere under the tree and doze off..
if only life could be so carefree..
this is prolly one of the longest posts in a long time..
i guess.. it end to write alot when i'm not feeling too good..
haha...
i actually blogged at 12:18 AM
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