Friday, March 25, 2005
well.. i got to go out with my dear girl yesterday! but sadly it was against my mom's will.. cuz my mom's like so holy.. don let me go out for ppls birthday jus because its holy thursday..sighh.. yeah, so i ended up telling my mom i had some talk in school until 5.30. so i managed to get out of school at 2.30, meet my dear at 3.15 at orchard mrt.(u were so blurr! =P)then ate at delifrance, and gave her, her birthday present.. hmm.. then we walked ard, then i had to rush back to school. sighh.. while walking.. i kept looking at her hand.. i wanted to hold it.. but my stupid hand won't budge! argh.. i wanna turn back time and get things right...but.. sighh.. yeah.. then when she sent me off at the train.. she came up so close.. i wanted to hug her good bye.. but.. my body agn so frikin retard.. never move.. ok.. i noe i'm such a dissapointment.. whack me if u wanna.. i deserve it. haha. and i was so distant yesterday! she could tell! omg.. i'm so sorry baby.. i was so caught up in ur hands.. and if my mom'll find out tt i lied.. sigh.. i make such a lousy bf.. but i still love you. =)
i actually blogged at 10:53 AM
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