Thursday, September 30, 2010
i've never been in 'like' with someone who is already attached.
it's a weird feeling.
it's always good to have a dead blog.
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pleaseshootme
Saturday, August 09, 2008
i should really finish this song and add all the necessary layers to it.
kinda the one song that gets me through everything recently.
the one song that puts me through everything also.
i should stop wasting time.
i can't stop, thinking about the stars.
my mind's the empty night sky,
these stars make it worth the try,
to stay here.
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pleaseshootme
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
i don't know whats the point in blogging in two blogs. but i guess it's almost fun.
hmm, here i sit in the dark,
the 22' lcd screen the only source of light,
the song by mae my temporary escape.
my eyes rolling fast, down, then quickly back up,
as i realise it's not you who made the msn ring.
ah ha haha.. ok dempster's waving made everything funny. hahahahaha..
anyways, yeah, the song's still playing. whee.
HA.. my eyes actually really do roll down then up really fast,
the moment i see the orange blinker blinking from the left, and not the right.
i guess maybe i blog here still, at some stupid points in time,
because i THINK, nobody reads this.
and then it's stupid, as to why i'm even writing this on the net in the first place.
if i don't want people to read. haha.
haha ok. watching dempster vlog now..
it's actually honestly pretty entertaining.
if i don't know him and how he actually speaks.
i'd probably be more comfortable watching the video. haha.
ah, he's actually kinda cool in this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxbJBKL8dnc
yeah anyways. i dunno. haha.
over. CHGK. ... ... ... . .... ... ... ..
i actually blogged at 11:35 PM
pleaseshootme
Saturday, December 22, 2007
maybe i'm asking for too much..
i should be happy with where i am right now.
ha. hah. dumb ass. is eye.
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pleaseshootme
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
HAHA LOOK IT!
i'm blogging on BLOGGER!
HAHA. AND YOU NOE WHAT~
you can't TAG! HAHA. LOOSER!.
i actually blogged at 1:37 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, October 07, 2007
i strongly believe that god is punishing me.
and i feel i deserve it. HAHA. sigh.
ok, dear god,
i am sorry for i have sinned.
i really am. and thus i pray,
dear lord, tomorrow,
please give me a better day.
--your loving retarded sinning son.
why, oh why, can't i just stay away..Labels: elieve
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pleaseshootme
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
im movin to livejournal. haha. for funn.. weeee.
uh..i dunno, i guess if u came here, u would wanna read something.. rite?
so uh, u can click
here to visit the stupid lan jiao blog.
it's pretty ugly rite now. i dunno how to design the thing just yet.
i actually blogged at 4:43 PM
pleaseshootme
Monday, September 24, 2007
maybe i should make the width of my posting thingy wider..
anyways, today we had fun at yumi's birthday party. i'm real lazy to type out everything.
but it was fun. =)
tml i'm hoping to meet vani abt the gig in october.
cant wait.
i hope it doesn't suck, i hope it'll sound great,
and i hope when i sing, i'll sound really nice.
i nid to cut my hair again. so it won't puff out so much.
i think my drawings are really flat. dunno how to shade properly.
i think.. i think too much. how ah. haha.
i'm hopin this 1 week will pass fast,
i got a job, to give out flyers to taxi drivers at changi airport,
for 10 bucks an hour. not bad rite?
haha. then i'll be 160 bucks richer by the end of the month.
WOOOO.
"..to the secret i give..."
haha, omg that is such an old song.
i actually blogged at 11:48 PM
pleaseshootme
i nid to go to school like..
NOW.
HAHA, but i feel like blogging.
HURR.
ytd we recorded with the band. like finally.
but wilson got a call from cheryl, so he didn't finish his drums,
next time then do lo.
HAHA, see see wil, it's difficult to keep in
perfect timing rite! sucker! mutha sucker. haha ok.
i think i succum to temptations like.. real. easy. man u suck nick.
but i can resist some very well.
WOO!
and oh, we had therepy session ytd in my house while ben was reminiscing about his rugby days and stuff. they were champions against all the ang mohs, and they were the unknown underdog.
HOOOOOOO!(i love mac cuz it helps me spell. i duno how to spell that word,
reminiscing, well now i do lah)
ok, off to school. hopefully tml, i can resist. haha. 1 more week of hols!
i actually blogged at 9:50 AM
pleaseshootme
Saturday, September 22, 2007
ok i think recording is much better now. hee.. like.. sounds pretty good to me. like.. i dunno. i guess this is about as good as my lousy system can churn out.
i'll prolly record a few songs after my band finishes up our originals and it'll be some cheapo album.
and anyways, i don't think it's me.. haha..so sad. haha dunno lah. maybe..? hurr.. stupid boy, what u thinking?
i actually blogged at 11:13 PM
pleaseshootme
i'm trying to get my old computer to work so i can listen to music in my room without having to plug the speakers into my lappy. u see, my room is not very well arranged.
if i saw a shooting star, i noe what i'd wish.
i actually blogged at 4:31 PM
pleaseshootme
Friday, September 21, 2007
"lie down try to close the eyes,they wouldn't shut;
the rushing blood though these lids do not lie,they paint a picture; it would not fade,close the eyes, you can't run away,close the eyes, face and stay.write down about the things he sees before he sleeps....tell, and announce he can't be freed,that these wings have reached,the brink of extinction,
create new room.. for new creation.
(and he will smile)
...
under light, over darkness,
fear will bend and fall to pieces,
at the start, of the end,
of this; broken."{{ending}}
i actually blogged at 2:50 AM
pleaseshootme
i'm.. uh...
well, wilson called me to ask me to say thank you to him.
so i did.
then he told me some very.. uh.. interesting information.
HAHAHAHAHA..
i dunno.. HAHA.. feels weird.
but it was like.. WOAHHHH Mai gawd.
ahahhah.. shit lah.. how..
stupid sia..
still got one more week uh..
like butterflies in your stomach, but only, not in the STOMACH...
but in my cheeks, neck, and head.. mainly cheeks..
haha
and oh, my neighbour bought himself a PS3.. and..
i really suck. haha.. i keep dying at ninja gaiden: (wazzat.. uhhh..) sigma..
i think it's sigma. whatever it is.. it's so difficult. haha.
but it's damn cool. hurr.. slash slash. blood blood.
and the stupid ninja guy can run up walls jump like 3 meters,
budden(but then) some stupid low building cannot jump up...
i actually blogged at 1:41 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, September 16, 2007
haha i think i was over reacting..
sorry marc. i didn't mean the previous post. haha. not like you knew i wrote it anyways..
hurr
i deleted it cuz i think it's too horrid alr. haha..
anyways,. tml i'm eating sizzler with ben and wilson. shiok arh. haha.
i moan.
i actually blogged at 9:16 PM
pleaseshootme
Friday, September 14, 2007
damn. ii should have waited for the next bus..
nick ur so stupid. hahah...
oh wells. just another day of stupidity for me.
haha that means 2 weeks. HAHAHA.. frickin sian mAN..
ok saosin's the best man.
"i will make it out, i will live to tell." hee..
i think fate can't stand my guts. haha....hahahaha..
i think i nid a few more chances to screw up then can liao. haha..
i chatted with some horny girl just now. haha.. the last time i chatted with her was like.. a year ago..? haha cooooool..
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pleaseshootme
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
sian. today no chicken chop. haha
no time to buy at western food.
anyways.. i nid FATE. ghaaha... laptop no batt.. i jsut wanted to say something like this lah. haha
NO MORE PCOMDI! DESTI IS ALMOST OVER HAHAHA> SONG BO!? SHIOK LAH
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pleaseshootme
Monday, September 10, 2007
WAH LAU... i think she smile at me today lei.. hurrr.. heee..
i dunno.. looked like she got. haha..
i noe while walking with shahul, yumi, demp, and mark to prata shop we saw her, on the long stretch of granite on the feild.. i got smile at her for quite long.. but it was dark.. dunno if she got see. haha..
then i saw her a bus stop while waiting for bus with demp and yumi.. i dunno lei! she gave elvis a huge smile and stuff.. then i dunno.. she got look in my direction and give a subtle smile and head tilt puffed eye gesture.. hurr.. very pretty lei. haha..
i kinda smiled.. i think.. it was pretty pathetic..
sighh.. hahahaha.. all the practice in the mirror on how to smile if a girl smile at you gone to waste.. hahaha.. so silly hor. haha
ok tml if i see her again i'll smile properly. hurr..
i'm not sure if she just had a random fit to smile in my direction, or was i imagining things, or she got smile at me. haha.. it'll be nice if it was the last one.. hurr..
ok i got pcomdi to do.. sigh.. im glad i totally finished up my desti blog.
i actually blogged at 11:22 PM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, September 02, 2007
i haven't been blogging recently.. been extremely busy..
i can't keep up.. i nid to do alot of work.. but all my friends are always free and asking me out to play. haha.. i dunno lei.. i wanna play.. but i nid to say that i cann't play all the way.. i dunno how to say today ask them go home so i can do my work for this whole saturday. sighh.. kinda wasted this saturday.. i hardly did any work..
anyways.. the blog for DESTI is up.
0607980j.blogspot.comi'm really tired every fucking day i need rest.
and i thnk i should go find a date somewhere. hahaha.. everyone's finding one alr.. hurr.
i actually blogged at 1:19 AM
pleaseshootme
Friday, August 24, 2007
i'm bored.
i'm typeing lying down with my arms supporting my head to look at the screen
causing an irritating feeling to my shoulders.
so i am changing position.
damn i change also end up the same position. ok i sit up.
there much better.
i'm bored. i think i go sleep better uh.
i actually blogged at 2:30 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, August 20, 2007
i feel like blogging. but i got nothing much good to say. haha.
i actually blogged at 12:00 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, August 19, 2007
i always wonder..'am i irritating to prople' i mean like genuinely irritating to the point that like people give me fake smiles. haha. but then i guess i'm being stupid right? cuz if i am then who the hell would wanna hang out with me. haha. so i assume i'm not irritating. but i suppose i've got to be genuinely irritating at times. haha.. i'm just being random.. haha.
today i jammed with rino hariz, fikry, syafiq and myself.. i think the guitars(rino and hariz) nid some practicing. then we're like set to go and rock the stage(or floor) of design space. cuz the sound was rally good just now. i love that jamming room's drum set. very very good. and syafiq's voice is really amzing. like he can honestly really sing i can tell man. woots! best song ever.
i wanna jam halleluja by paramore with my band and ain. cuz i think that song is really nice. haha. oh wells. it's been a while since i blogged and i'm not blogging anything much. so. yeah. haha. dunno. hello!
i actually blogged at 12:26 AM
pleaseshootme
Saturday, August 11, 2007
actually. i genuinely didn't have time to do alot of the stuff i nid to actually do. my grammar sala. but i lazy correct.
ya so actually i have no time. cuz the time that is used is sleeping time whcih gives me no time to do the stuff. but jsut now i got carried away with the hair and the suit then i did my first music video. woots! haha. i ate into my sleep time. sigh. haha but i can't wait to finish it one day! woots! the song's pretty goood. haha wilson finally sed something really good about my recordin quality. haha. he sed that it sounds like normal stuff. not home kinda recording. but the bass too loud. but heck lah. i also noe that part. i tried. but heck. haha. i'm happy. =)
i'm happy even tho my mom nagged(again) about how she thinks i've entered the wrong course. that i'm wasting my life and time and talents away. but i think i'm using it great. =) i believe i got some kind of future in this thing. heee.
i'm in a loving good mood right now. haha. cuz of music and video. =D
and oh sing fest was AWESOME!!! A7X ROCKS> WOOTS. gates is damn pretty . hahaha. and the ang moh girls there were just HOT. wahahahaha.
i actually blogged at 2:27 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, August 06, 2007
wahh. so crushed can.. sigh.. i dunno.. issit my parents don't see the way i do?
i'm supposed to do a wedding montage for my sis. so i did. i wanted to do something different from the normal squish every photo you have into a video and ms-paint the circle and arrows so that the hundred over people can find the main subject within the time frame.
i wanted to tell more of a story? i gave the pictures to my sis's boyfriend a little blue-ish tint and my sister's pics red-ish tint. then the couple shots were more of a warm colour.. kinda like the two mixed together. haha. but nobody actually notices it.. so sad. waste my time.
then after the disapproval, my mom picked the pictures she wanted and liked to be in the new-ordinary-montage, like..aiya. ok.. but the nice pictures she say not nice.. pfth.. sian lah. i no mood to do alr..
so i'll be off to do the montage again.. no music.. just pictures for u to laugh. haha.. i think it's alright lah. but it was more fun when it was done differently.
and i hate kenny rogers stupid song 'coward of the county'. it sucks! and i have to draw and create a storyboard from the lyrics and animate the damn thing to the damn song. fuck you! haha. damn it. i gave up for today after drawing 12 frames.
i love paramore.
i love 'my' bose speakers.
i love my house.
i love my bed.
i love the water i drink.
i love the food i eat.
i love the phone i use.
i love the groud i stand on.
i love the air i breathe.
i love the fingers i use to type and draw and play guitar drums and wank.
i love the brain i have that helps me think the little that i do.
i love the eyes that let me see clearly through the specs and contacts that i love.
i love the ears that let me listen to paramore.
i love the nose that lets me breathe the air that i love.
i love the mouth and tongue and teeth that let me eat the food that i love.
i love the voice i have that lets me speak.
i love the way i speak, it makes friends for me.
i love my friends.
i love the time passed by between my friends an i, it makes better friends.
i love the school i go to.
i love the toilets and their ablity to flush.
i love the smell of peach.
i love bubble tea.
i love the pearls.
i love money.
i love the way my friends talk to me.
i love the fact that u didn't skip any line and read all the way up to here.
i love the fact that u may have skipped a line or two but are till reading.
i love the way my friends laugh.
i love the way i eat.
i love the sounds in the morning.
i love the temperature now.
i love the banglas because they keep our country clean when we ourselves don't.
i love the government for everything we have.
i love the amount of money i have.
i love god.
i love you.
i love me.
i love almost everything.
if only almost everything would love me back. that'll be nice.
i actually blogged at 12:23 AM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
huh. i just read aidah's blog. haha
what "nick-naomi" thing all SIA.. hahahaha..i'll never be able lah. haha.. siao.
but damn shiok if got ah. hooooooooo! hahaha. ok. whatever.. she's not like..i dunno.i wanna date? kind..? haha
but it will be damn cool if i did kind. haha.
i can't believe i actually managed tofinish up my stuff from scratch in less than half a day. woots!
in the bus i was thinking.. and i think i'm scarred. not scared. scarred. like scar.
but i also think that it's a long time ago. so it doesn't matter. haaaha.
it was just a thought..
my nose is VERY itchy.
and i'm chatting. but i don't feel like it. sigh..
i wonder. am i like.. going to make it big in this industry?
i haven't started work or anything like shahul and all.
he's done alot..
i only record music for myself..
i want to take it on a new level. but... dunno how. haha.
oh wells. i wanna see or hear what ronald has to say about by work. =)
today i eat cheesy bbq meltz with cheryl. haha.. the stupid thing veh nice sia. and i was veh thirsty, then i drink my drink almost finish i open i saw a hair inside, then i report, then they give me new cup. SHIOK AH. haha.
and i bought proper contacts. so much clearer now. =D
i actually blogged at 10:42 PM
pleaseshootme
Monday, July 23, 2007
today, i put a little torch light behind a fan(those little computer fans) which i stuck a piece of cardboard on the blade with only a small hole in the board. to achive that flashing light thing u get at discos and stuff.
then i shined it in my room,
and moshed to some slipknot.
HURR! DAMN SHIOK LAH! LIKE I FELT LIKE I WAS AT A GIG! LIKE OMG SO DAMN NICE CAN! WOOT WOOT THE FRICKING SLO MO SHADOW ON THE WALL WAS ORGASMIC.
yeah after all that head banging and
moshing by myself.. i.. uh,. my neck muscles giving way alr.. no more strength. like i'm having loats of trouble keep my head up. haha it feels horribly weirdly nice. haha.
so what i'm doing now is kinda like what cherine does with her neck.. but only i'm exaggerating the posture so i can rest my head on my shoulders, so what it looks like is as if my neck is inverted into my body while the back of my head rests on my shoulders. haha.
i actually blogged at 10:01 PM
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camp was tiring!
i must admit, i was pretty sad when ain told me she wasn't going to be able to make it to camp cuz of some family gath
ering. it almost made me don't want to attend the camp altogether cuz i scared i was going to be the only one i know in my group.
and registration totally didn't help. i actually sat alone.
ok not so bad la, hahaha. what i meant by alone was that i was the only year 2 in my group. like emo man. hahaha.. yeah.. i was bummed out like mad.. but i was very happy that rino froggy war yumi and all were there to sit with me, it really made me happy. although i dun really know to how to express it and show it. but guys really, you guys made me feel very happy during the camp.
most of the time i was kinda sad and lonely. HAHA OMG. lIKE.. can u BELIEVE i'm saying this. hahahahaha. but yeah. haha. cuz like in my group the pid guys got clique, the girls.. are always a clique, and i'm the only year 2. bawls.
haha. but my freshie shaun was there lah, the pid guys were nice, but u can't beat having a fellow year 2 mate.
i think i was pretty bad, cuz i'm always disappearing from my group and hanging out with war yumi rino or what. hahaaa.. but it feels so much nicer. i think i was just letting the emoness get the better of me.
thinking back.i think i could've done it differently..much better.like just pretend i was a year 1? i think that would;ve totally helped! but doesn't matter, it was fun, still.
but as the camp went on, it got better lah. like DUH.. haaaha. yeah ok. it did. so yah i'm happy. hur. audio room is the next best thing after they took down the studios..
destination unknown! haa. yeah we were all hooked.
anyways for the first day,
my group had 5 people, while the rest were going at like 10 or more, and we got SECOND PLACE DAHH! HA HA. i think that was way cool. hehehehe. but it felt akward being the only guy in the group.
i think i've got emo moments...i kinda realised. haha. but then again, i think..
like, you emo emo emo.. wah so sad. then ok alr u think back like so stupid why the hell u emo for what rite. haha. so now i come to a conclusion. when i emoing, it's very stupid. haha. i tell myself very stupid.. haha.
i just watched die hard 4! veery nice! so much better than fucking money stealer potter lousy director movie yeah.haha. the girl was hot. =D the asian chick and the daughter in die hard was hot. woot. i watched with my bro. =)
the "i" on my key pad is a little spoilt.. its kindafa in a depressed position.
hoooo.haha. the i is kind of in a depressed position. haa! ok nvm. dunnno if u get it. hahahaha.
doesn't matter. i think the i's ok anyways.
i like my friends alot. even if it means spending 20bucks at underwater world with murky waters. hahaha..i think i'm very kiam siap. but i think it's not bad. cuz can save money
tlking about saving money, i officially spent 100 bucks on singfest alr. like. omg. wow.
and i just realised that i dunno if she bought the correct tix for me lei.. but i think should be correct lah. as long as t's the day where a7x plays. then it's good.
weee i blog so mutch. mutch mutch much. i think mutch sounds nice. sounds ALIKE, but slightly different, cuz it sounds nicer.
i'm very tired.
just now, i had a nap.
then i woke up with an erection,
and it was weird. don ask why.
OK. nvm. hahahaha. uh. TML GOT CLASS AT 9AM> LIKE WTF> annoying. i thin i better sleep. sigh.
good night!
today was a nice day. i forgot to say. hahaha.
woke up then we had mass dance and it was very fun! i had a nice partner. =D
u noe sometimes u get crappy girl partners, this one was not bad. haha. it was fun. but i think i looked horrible, i was wearing cap, and.. i dunno.after the dance i look in the mirror, it was hideous. hahaha. maybe she's blogging about how she danced with this weird guy. hahaha
BUT I DON'T CARE. hahahaahhahaha, cuz it was fun. yah and chicky dance! weee! i like!
then there was destination unknown dance! beatbox and singing and what not. shiok. ok yah
then eat. then go home
then sleep, then wake up with erection,
then go mass
then come home
then go out watch movie,
then come back
then blog about this.
then sleep.
then smile. =)
i actually blogged at 12:49 AM
pleaseshootme
Thursday, July 19, 2007
haha, i'm somehow not very satisfied with my audio stuff. i think i could've spent a little more time tweaking the final assignment man. damnn..
oh wells.. i just hope i get at least an a. hee hee.. for the sake of my group too.
i nid to shit bye bye!
i think yumi's group tarzan audio thing actually quite nice.
cuz i think the noise and the background stuff more even than mine. mine abit unrefined. like the starting very loud then after the xplosions start.. it's like not as loud and clear.. haha oh well
i really nid to shit by bye
i actually blogged at 10:55 PM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
nick needs a priority check!
like totally.. man. i just realised how far i am behin in terms of my priorities and values and all that important stuff..
like today.. was just thinking through.and i realised. i'm a very big asshole! zomg. yes. i am.
i made plans to go to aidah's model pimple thing, and i totally ditched it to see harry potter.
you could say it's shahul's fault because he didn't want to watch at a later time slot, but then again.. i agreed.
so yeah. i really am an asshole huh, and because of me, war din go then carmen din go, and demp din go and everyone who was supposed to go, din go. if i were aidah i'd be pissed mann. haha.
shiiit.. wow. i din noe i could be such a dumb ass. poot.
my values sucki'm sorry aidah.
and another is that i keep delaying the completion of my sister's montage.
my priorites suck.
no don't worry people. i am not emo. i'm not emoing, i am completely sober or whatever it should be called. haha . i'm just quite angry at myself for actually being such an ass. woot.
like anyone would worry anyways. HAHA. ok nvm
oh on a lighter note, this morning was really stupid. i sent a wrong sms. haha. i should change cheryl liow's name in my phone or change cheryl wilson cheryl's name..
i hope i get a distinction for my audio.
and i still cannot get over the fact that i was sucha jerkk! haha.. i think i would.. maybe. i THINK, i would feel better if she scolded me or something. hahaha.. like u noe.. then the world seems right. now it's just weird.. hahaha.. maybe i'm just exaggerating a lot.. but no matter how small(i'm not sure just how large or tiny this matter is, it could be huge for all i know, but i'm hoping not), the action of ditching plans made first is very bad.
so nick, next time. please remember and don't ever do this again. =)
and i lost 50 bucks.. sigh..
i actually blogged at 11:57 PM
pleaseshootme
Monday, July 16, 2007
damn it. i missed it.. hahaha. i din get to see war and carmen getting all high and 'mighty'. haha.. damn!
sigh..i think i did a good thing.. hahaha. my dad just made me realised that sending someone home is a job indeed. hahaha. cuz like what iv something really happened to the fella.. u'll feel guilty man! haha.. ok but if the fella fell down the stairs or something (choy touch wood) thats not my problem alr lah..hurr.. nobody ask u to wear such difficult-to-walk-in-shoes. haah..
ok.. i didn't get high.. i din drink enough.. damn. sigh. i really wanna know what i'm like when i'm high.. but i got a feeling i'll be very loud lei. hhaha.. next time. i'll stay over at whoever's place... and i'll see what i['m like when i'm high. haaarrha..
tml must go my sui lao kou's baptism.. i dunno if should be complaining or not..
but must wake up lei!.. sian.. i mean of course must wake up.. but must wake up early.. sigh.
i'm tired.
i think mat's house is really cool. haha..can say bad words. =P
ooh and yeah. i ate alot of beef. it was damn good mind you.=D
i wanna do it again! some day. haha i dunno..
next time i'll drink more...
right now i needa sleep!.
i actually blogged at 12:19 AM
pleaseshootme
Saturday, July 14, 2007
i'm bored.. and gary is sleeping..with very loud breathing(something to do with tiny nostrils or something).. and i came to off the lappy cuz the mac's glowing light thing from the latch is very irritating.
i wonder if people get bored from hanging out with me. haha..
i actually blogged at 12:12 AM
pleaseshootme
Thursday, July 12, 2007
i can't sleep. i tried since 11.. now it's 12.. and i'm wide awake. sigh. i'll try again soon..
there are also many things in my stupid head.. always forever bothering me.. sigh.
haha..
i felt bad today.. we left ain sitting in the canteen alone. haha.. but i dunno. after i left the table .. it seemed rather difficult to go back lei.. i think same went for everyone else who left the table. haha.. cuz her face kinda black.. so scary; hahaha. maybe it was a good thing we all zhao uh. haha..
but no. that's not what's bothering me.. haha.. it just came across my mind just now..
i want money. i want to buy new pants/jeans/whatever.
i smell perfume.. haha.
i actually blogged at 11:52 PM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
transformers is the best movie EVER.
graphics are outta this world babyyyyyyyy!!
hahaha.. bumblebee almost made me cry. hahaha.
i love the movie man.
and megan fox is so pretty. kond ur eyes got problem! hahaha
i wanna be a transformer! heeheehooo..
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NAOMI SPELL BACKWARDS EQUALS "i moan" haahaahaahaahaa!
i think wilson or somebody told me that before. but i forgot. and today i just found out or remember. or whatever. haha. i found it very funny..
and i think the recording's doing well now! heeee.. maybe one or two more days.. it'll be farggin goooowwdd baayybehhh.. i'll be singapore's top music producer and just
one of america's music producer. heee. i hope there's tix for tml's transformers! pls god. i've been good!.
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Monday, July 09, 2007
i nid to exercise.. i'm growin flabby!!!
and i htink my drum recording has improved.. haa.. when i'm don'e with the song.. then i'll put it up. but i think it's good. =D
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Saturday, July 07, 2007
6.5 billion ppl in the world. if everyone pay 1 dollar to some kind of world poor association fund or something, there will be 6.5 billion dollars to donate to the poor every day..and then that will mean that by the end of one year, 2,372.5 billion dollars would have been used to help out the poor in the world..
by the end of 10 years, 23, 725 billion dollars would've helped out the dying people in africa and all..
(imagine at the ed of 10 years, 23,725 billion dollars were mine. HAHA... )
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
eeeee, i look horrible!!!
but i think we performed well.
so i don care. haaha.
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today was a very boring day. but very funny also. haaha. laughed like crazy today.. rino is dman funny. haaahahaaurhaha.
but i feel bad lei.. pang seh my wife..sorry uh..
i think today is also pang seh day.. stupid shahul early morning pang seh me alr. haha.
i look damn ugly in the picture with my band and ain can.. yuckssss.. my hair and specs cannot make it sia. bleah..
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007
today's performance was great! i think it was great. hurr..
i didn't sing outta tune! altho i played a little out of the norm rhythm, lost focus lah uh..
i'm just glad today's performance was great! =D haaha// nothing else to say..
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PARAMORE ROCKS AND HAYLEY IS SO HOT.
haaaaaahaha.. i feel like some stupid fool who's nuts over some singer. but she really damn pretty and DAMN good singer.. singer especially. haaha. hello. she very good at singing. hahaa.
go see youtube live paramore acoustic vids! ZOMG.
"ear sex" as some guy put it on one of the comments. and i agree. =D
hayley williams who is same age as me, hello, i love you.
see the video to see the proper face. haaha. aiyah, i'm not mad lah.. hahaha.. i think it's got to do with the stupid fact that she same age.. it's kinda irritating, cuz why can't i look that good and sing that good. pfth, no fair.. i'll find a chinese girl looking just like that. hoho.
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
During digi photo,
bryan sent me off to take photos at the botanical garderns cuz my concepts were crap.
i recently looked back at them. and i kinda liked this shot.
tho it's most probably piece of dirt to him. haaha.
i think it's pretty alright for now... but one day it'll be crap to me tho. =P
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TODAY WAS SO HOT.
and i don't understand the stupid buses.
when it's cold freezing raining, the buses have the aircon refrigerating the buses.
and when it's hot as hell like today, the bus is like a friggin microwave.
HOT. like HELL..
i'm listening to
the Academy is.. yeah thats the band name, including the dots. so stylo huh. their most recent album damn nice. =)
nothing much today.. it's alright. but it could've been a little cooler.. ongqi's comming over later to practice for the mini gig at the des AGM.
not pretty girls today. =( veh long haven see the naomi alr. so sian. haahaha.. himalaya's shahul calls it.
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yeah, just random i saw this photo in my com.. this was at the anberlin copeland gig. and that girl was fat and ugly and pushing her way through with warm poky arms and disgusting breasts and a really tall attitude. I'M TALLER SO STOP PUSHING U FU..k. haa. no i'm not angry but at that time i was just annoyed. if u wanna get through, just ask. JUST ASK. don't press ur boobs onto ppl (especially if ur not so fantastic in the looks department) and squeeze ur poorly shaven arms into the tiny gaps between the human's infront of u.
oh and. yeah.. this was the night my beautiful specs got lost and most probably, definitely crushed by the raging bulls in the mosh pit. i was one of them..my specs were bullshit.
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finally sch starts! it's alright.. but i think ppl change lei!
everyone seems to have new clothes, including me,
and i think they (ok, some) look better too. haha
i think
aidah is getting prettier..(
i think cuz of heavier make up)
shahul's and
yumi's face less chubby alr,
cheryl looks like she slim down.. i think she got, but she say she put on weight, so i'd say look like.. or maybe it's the pants.. haha. but aiyer, slim down lah uh..
got who else uh?
....it's weird to say this, but
ain's neh neh grow bigger... -_-".. yeah ok.. even if i didn't notice it, she'll brag abt it anyways so yeah.. bigger.. and uh..
i got a new shirt. and i tore my contacts so i buy again some day.
warren.. look the same lah.. ok luh, new hair cut..
and the lift was like super crowded.
audio was alright.. pretty fun. sotong was kinda emoing a little? or maybe just veh
(singlish term for 'very') tired..
after audio we had the long table sitting at the canteen! so long where the other person at the other end of the table, is out of communication. (need to walk over or shout to talk)
while waiting for yi jie's meeting to end.. i sat down with ain.. and talked.. for very long. haa.. i think it was long. it felt damn long. and i saw my sec sch malay friends walk by the canteen giving me stupid faces like O.o .. haha.. so stupid.
your lipstick his collar don't bother angel, i know exactly what goes on. ~dadadadadadadada dadadadadadada dadadadadadada....
today i saw two pretty girl! oh wait no.. ok threee!
ok if u count the ones that i know.. then it's kinda i dunno more than threee.. maybe i dunno 5 or 6 or something liddat.. haha
i saw threee pretty girl lei!
and my hair sucks. how spolier.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
i nid a light at the end of the tunnel.
something like this one,
lets me know it's safe to walk,
lets me know it's safe to cross,
lets me know,
lets me know,
i need a light, that lets me know.
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is jamming such a chore? i think it has become one recently.. at least to everyone else in the band..
like, in the past, all one needed to say was i FEEL like jamming.. don even have to like arrang or anything, then it became we arrange the jamming which i would say i actually better.. and now, it's like, eh this sat jam? "not free not free not free" so difficult meh.. like i've given up asking.. no point asking.. confirm one cannot here the other cannot there.. fucking irritating as hell. i think it is like at leas 4 or 5 times in a row week after week everyone just has no interest in jamming anymore..
whats the point in a band when we don jam, meet up, see each other or even talk man.. so fucking stupid..
i wanna do ao many things with this band, i wanna cut an album, i wanna make music vids i wanna do gigs and get recognised as a pretty good band in sg. but i'v lost my drive, inspiration and the energy to motivate myself to do alot of these things.. cuz it's just too tiring to get eveyone's ass up into the room and play right.. it's alright if we don play right, but at least look like u've tried.. it's not as shiok and fun if the music's not right.
i've wasted my holiday away. kinda. and theres no more gig. i don't blame anyone for that, cuz ben got into an accident.. in a way, i'm happy there's no gig, but of course not because he kena accident la pls.. i rather him no accident and we no gig. cuz right now, i don think we'll make it for a gig, cuz we can't even make it for one jam session. what more a gig with people watching.
i'm tired.
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Saturday, June 09, 2007
bloodie good time. today. =D
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007
me? i've been pretty good.
i went to a smashing concert by anberlin. it was really good maann! except for the fact that i lost my specs.. again.. at a concert. haa. i nvr learn my lesson - never wear specs to a mosh pit.
it was pretty fun going home half blind.. i actually felt pretty cool. haha.. although i probably didn't look pretty cool. must've looked quite blur. HAA..
and then we go back to CDI. see dee eye sucks.!! woot. i'm hungry and i got presentation tml. i really hate to always say out work isn't nice, but i can't help it! i know it's not ncie when i keep sayin lousy things about our work but.. i think if we did a nice piece of crap i'd keep saying i like it. haha.. too bad uh, we din put enough planning and effort into it. tml sure kena kan one..
i feel like putting up a new pictuer here.. although i still like my flower pot. =D
i kinda miss the feeling of having someone. haaaa, too bad i can't seem to find a particular someone. so, til then! i will keep oogling all i can over whoever's hot. wahaha..
i wanna JAM. it's been so lonnggg.. i really hope we get the gig slot.. and that we can pull it off. pls god. i pray. =)
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Saturday, May 19, 2007
MY BRO BOUGHT ME TICKET TO ANBERLIN/COPELAND CONCERT!!!
i feel very happy. haha. 60 bucks mann..
3rd june..
and today i had back cramps in the library. haha
and i spent 120 bucks on a metal dist pedal. =D
i can't wait to finish all my prjects.
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Friday, May 18, 2007
sum sum...
1.cdi meeting.
2.ccn day walk around.
3.help mat's fren record.
4.burnt my knees.
5.get really pissed off.
6.wrote another song.
highlight of my day?
burnt my knees. haha.
leadership knows why.
i think i'm becoming kinda irritating at times to the people around me...
hopefully, not too irritating.
but most definitely, i've been feeling very irritated recently.
i dunno why i let myself get so annoyed. i'm not usually like this.
i used to be the guy who'd tell others not to get irritated,
and that getting irritated is a choice to be made..
so yeah, maybe i shall choose not to be irritated.
but i really can't help it sometimes.
i think.. that.. i nid less variety, and more quality..
i would suppose that, i prefer less of the good stuff, rather than alot of mediocre stuff..
recently, things have been getting real really mediocre, and i can't stand it. (i think i'm spelling it wrong anyhooo)
i want it all to be over soon, and done prperly. and after that, i hope that elle would have been able to practice enough to pull it off well.
and i just want my quality to be there. just this once. i don't want the extra noise..
seems like every may, i'm very uncomfortable..
i've got so much on my hands..i wanna break.
you could call me pampered..and say that what i have on my hands are nothing compared to what you've gone through? but haha. i still feel sheeeeet maann. and oh btw, 'you' is not reffering to anyone in paricular.. it's just.. 'you' as in general. i always speak like that, but nobody gets it..
i think i should just be some news reader, or dj, or some other form of a voice actor.. haha.. thats IF i can't make it anywhere. which, i don't think i'll face that.
not trying to be hao lian(boastful) or anything, but i really do think i can do alot of things..i just feel happier tell myself stuff like this..
but unfortunately, singing high isn't one of them.
and i hate not being happy. i used to be happy always..
where the hell did this vagina come from!? (pms)
i hate it when everyone's busy.. busy as me.
buuuuutttttt, every new day, is a new chance to turn up the volume and crank up a smile. =) tml'll be a better day.
today wasn't too bad lah..
just for number 5, where i got really pissed off. the rest were'nt too bad..haha.
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Thursday, May 17, 2007
i miss hanging out...not just da pham. haha, but i haven't really hung out with my best friends lately..
it's always jamming, then bye. go do out own things.. everyone's so busy.
it's been a while since ben, bona, wilson ong and i just gone out do do stupid things.
and a verly long time since i've like.. just.. wasted time away with choooooo.. like walking around, following pretty girl. HAHA.. school ends so late all the time.. and the assignments non stop..
gone were the days where we all would just go, "eh i feel like jamming lei.. ya ya.. fuck work lah! go home then do! or tml go sch copy! hahahahaha!!" haha..really fun lah..
now everything is so serious.. i'm actully happy that it's very serious now, cuz like i know we're heading some where and with a goal in mind(as a band). but i'm afraid we get too serious and loose focus on the ultimate thing as to why we wanna play music - cuz we love it. I really just wanna have a good time playing music. And yeah i noe that playing well as a band makes that possible.. i just hope we don't get too caught up in proffessional. but STILL, i wanna be proffessional. haha. hard to say, but i guess some will get what i mean.
i hope elleness will practice the songs well enough to play it without the mp3. this way confirm when we jam, no problem.i'll be revising the song's tml..
i think i rant alot. HAHA.
i think it's nice to have someone where u can just talk talk talk about anything and everything, without that person giving u weird faces or gestures that indicate your talking crap and that they can't be bothered.. i think it's tiring to talk to such people. haa.. i can't be myself.. i dunno.. i think i cant stand people who try to run away from who they are..
i mean, if you're not it. you're not it. if you're it, your it.
i dunno if sometimes i cross into that category of people i can't stand; which sometimes i think i do.. but i just hope that it hasn't happened often enough for me to end up being somebody else.
cuz if you ask me, the simplest people, are the nicest ones.
and what i mean by simple is not how simple their life is. so, what,like then those people with broken family, girlfriend break up, the grand mother always scold and they no money people (complicated life), cannot be nice people meh?
if you ask me, these are kind of like.. the really nice ones. although occasionally, some others use it as an excuse to do ridiculous things.
but i mean that like, the simple character people.(pardon my horrible phrasing. i can't really do engllsh right now. can't be bothered, and i'm not good at it to start with.) they dress who they are, they talk and do who they are, and they're just.. there, and no where else. So if i'm hanging out with them, i KNOW i'm hanging out with them, and not some other guy, and then i have to try to BE that kind of guy and ahh i dunno lah..
if u read up to here, i kow tow to you. haha. not cuz i's long. but because.. what i'm writing is so damn bloodie confusing. i don even really understand what i'm typing, but i understand what i WANT to type. HAHA..
anyways, basically, i miss hanging out with my friends..
sometimes i find that i'm quite a loner. HAHA. okok..
i think i shall leave that for another day.. or maybe i shud just sun bian write lah.. since it's so darn difficult for me to gather the energy to log in and blog..
yah.. loner. HAHA.. yeahh.. like.. i was thinking that u noe when u think of someone, then there is this other someone you'd think of.. eg, when i think of warren, the other someone is cheryl. then fiona, yumi. ain, aidah etc...
i thnk of me.. haha i dunno who lei.. wilson lah. yah lah.. but.. i was kinda imagining just in design sch la..hahaha.
i noe it's not like important or what but..it's getting very irritating when my parents keep silently forcing me to eat at home everytime by comming to school early to pick me up..
i also think that i think too much. hahaha. but i like it. i think that thnking is very good. because it stimulates the brain and helps me see many different options and outcomes and approaches and all that fcked up crap. haha.. i mean like, sometimes, i get quite annoyed when people just don't want to think... ok anyways. back to me and my mr lonely. haha.
no lah i noe i'm not lonely. and i'm going to regret typing this. hahaha. please don't come up to me and say things like "oh i'm here. i'm your friend" hahahahahahaha.. i noe i got friends lah. i very happy. cuz i got DAMN nice friends in design! and irreplacable good ol best friends from my sec sch.. i don't have alot.but i'd say quality over quantity, ANYDAY. so noooo, i'm not emoing. haha. if you ever wanted to noe what goes on in my brain, ya this is what goes on. hahahaha. can die rite. maybe thats why my head so big. hahah...
well. actually theres alot alot more. but i dun want to say only.. cuz. somethings are better left unsaid, but known. =) (so yeah.. they're good things)
you know which days i miss the most(in design)?
1st: the original pham-in-the-studio days.
2nd: leadership module days..
i never felt stupid(like actually stupid), although i act stupid alot, during those days..
the best part about the studio days were.. u dun nid to plan to meet up. u just GO there. and ee who's there. and there is ALWAYS, like always.. someone from da pham there, or going there.. now.. it's so seperated. =( want to hang out also so difficult..
and oh one last time i want to say. i may say some things about dempster, but honestly, i think he's a very nice guy. i think you can talk to him about anything, and he'll try to make you feel good. he may not succeed, but i guess he tries. i'm just kinda sad for him cuz i feel that he tries very hard to impress or tickle(make ppl laugh), to the extent that it sounds weird or he does weird things.. like sometimes, when he does something totally from his heart, it's actually pretty funny and not weird at all.. i just hope that one day he'll see that that's all he needs; himself.
wahlau.. i think i keep talking about the same thing sia..anyways, i think da pham is getting kinda big. we really REALLY shud just hang out as DA pham for a day or two. that'll be nice...
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Sunday, May 06, 2007
haha. i just heared my class's here without you recording..
it gave me... "warm fuzzies" HAHAHA. whatever that means..
but yah.. it made me smile. and feel happy. hahaha. gosh i feel gay.
i want to watch spiderman3! and i recorded two new songs.
but i only upload one. cuz the other i want to write finish before i upload.
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Friday, May 04, 2007
it's been a long time since the whole pham has hung out together. like.. the whole block 1 pham.. kinda miss it. haha..
i wanna watch spidey man3!
and i think end of this month i got a gig.. well hopefully.. haha.
i think i got musouc somewhere in my brain..
everytime i swing my head i can feel this thing moving.. hahaha..
it's quite painful..
and i can't sing!! irritating. yesterday i was so angry lah.
i can't reach all of my own songs.. grah.
i really hope this phlegm shit goes awy soon.
and oh
studio e italiano, motto difficile!! no?
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
VADERS SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW!!
WOOOOOOAAAAOOOOOWWWW!
VADERS, SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWW!!!
WWOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAOOOOWWWWW!
VADERS, HAH HAH HAH, WAH SI LIN LAU BEI!!
hahaha. best cheer everrr.
and i spent like 70 over sms just now..
wah.. send alr.. reply wallet pain. haha. i oni reply afew ah..
i very tired now.
today i spell so many things wrong. haha.
so funny.
and yesterday cannot walk straight
tml still got rehearsal.
fucking performance thing.
haha. i hope it'll be good.
i realised that i could've just played the solo the same way as the mp3 from the start.
it's so much easier actually. haha..
i shud have taken pictures at the camp.
so stupid lah..
no visual memory.
i'm sucha dumbass. hahaha..
yeah.. fargit.
fargetit.fuckatit.forgetit.
next time i will.
now thinking back. i really loved the camp. =)
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
WAH WAH. soo shack after camp.
i can't beilieve i did the things i did during camp.
haha.
i would've never imagine myselfp cheering(almost by myself) with a group,
leading them. maybe i din do much of a job chuz they were still pretty quiet,
but i think each one of them was just waiting for the guy next to them to shout,
then they'll shout.
but heck..
anyways, i DRAGON BOATED. haha.. we got FIRST! =D hehehehe.. so cool. although i kinda sucked. haha.
and and, i think i'm very touched now. haha. i just spent almost 60 to 70 smses over my freshies.. and i got very nice replies. HAHA. lucky i did it over sms ah.. i think if i talked to them liddat at the camp.. and they reply to me the same things ah.. i sure tear.. haha.
nevertheless, i'm pretty happy and fuzzy now. haha.so gay can.
anyways, yah.. i'm pretty happy i joined the camp.
i got rid alot of my fears.
in public speaking. haha. i gtg go spend time with my dad now. haha
buh byeee.
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
wahh.. i bought jeans today and two other penny shirts..
i wanted to buy this pretty nice stripe longsleeve.. but.. it's kinda big.
the size was small, it was alright.. but i think i would be happier paying 50 bucks if it were slightly smaller.
the jeans was 80 bucks man..
woooff..
i bought this funny pair of jeans at penny also. haha.
it's.. like. elastic. wth..
it's alright lah.. damn damn tight. haha. weird.
but just buy for fun first. haha.
i felt like spending abit today.. i've been cramping up myself trying to spend for so long.
and sheckter guitar damn nice to play.
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Friday, April 13, 2007
actually.. i used to think it was so common to learn and jam common popular songs..
but now i just thought about it..
it's actually like a trend to try and be OUT of the norm and go find unheard of songs to go learn and play..
actually, we shouldn't really care whether the song is popular onnot..
if the song is nice, just learn it.
don care if it's in the radio or what.
if the band is nice, and some ah beng also like it just cuz of that one song,
i shud b happy he's actually listening to that one song besides his techno crap.
it's THAT song that made him wanna move away from techno.
it must be a good song and a good band.
so no reason to label that band or song.
haha. i've been a bitch with the underground shit last time.
i'm glad i've moved away totally.
i'm very much free with whoever wantsta know all the songs i have.
sharing is better than having. =)
today i had a funny convo with ain aidah shafiq and.. dempster. haha.
where do i park.. wth..
hahahaha.
i have a headache, i spinned on the chair too long. bleah, and plus ain's perfume..
buay tahan alr. haa~
i'm going to cut hair tml..
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Thursday, April 12, 2007
i am soooo tired.
i wonder u noe,
whats so great, about having a girlfriend or a boyfriend..at this age.
i mean yeah, can touch touch kiss.. all.. shiok lah. ha~.
can talk share problems fill your empty heart and all that booze, but,
can we live without it..?
i dunno.. i know sometimes i feel empty.. but i only feel empty for so long,
til i find something to do.(sing, guitar, drums, computer, friends, shit, fart, whine about my hair and my fore head..)
to me, i think if i do get one now.. i think i will feel good about it,
only when i'm with her or talking to her..
then all the missing you crap would come about when we're apart..
now wouldn't that suck. HAHA.
i dunno.. but i've always been thinking.. and i think, probably, right now,
i don really care or give a hooot. haha..
but it sure would be nice for that moment in time to have one,
and not care about anything else..
but that moment only lasts so long..
i think i can wait.
right now, music is my girlfriend.
she doesn't get angry with me,
i can touch her anyway i want,
and she never fails to touch me. (HAHA)
we spend long hours alone in the bus and in my bed before i sleep.
sometimes i like to record our intimate sessions together on the computer,
and let others experience what i feel about her.
she's so beautiful.. her screams are music to my ears.
haha.
ok, yeah, i'm just absolutely bored and i am sick of animating shit on the com.
i wanna do a gig soon man. hopefully in may. may may may maybe we'll do a gig.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
stupid stomach ache heal only when i left pizza hut.
i din eat cake!! grrr. only played with it. haha.
ain v scary..brown to red sia. hahaha.
i farted in the bus so shiok lah. like.. the long awaited fart..
but no smell. haha. i think maybe really was gastric pain lah.
i realised i am a very lucky guy,
got alot of things.
so fortunate rite.. but then,
comes a price lah, i got bad curly hair(anyhow curl one. don curl together)
i got small eyes and bad eyesight,
i got very blunt features when i don smile.(look very....dumb)
and alot of other bad shit..
but, i also got, ok lah.. i would say i'm QUITE, talented. HAHA.
yeah ok, music and art and all.. not bad lah.. not there yet, but not bad.
i got good home, family and very good friends.
haven really made much enemies,
and i think i got a pretty nice smile.. HAHAHA..
at least it looks much better than my facial explosion of no expression..
i got food on my table,
i got money,
i can see, i can talk, i can hear, i can smell, i can read and write,
i can tell jokes(well, sometimes), i can laugh, i can cry?(i think.. it's been a whle tho..)
i can do alot of things and i HAVE alot of things.. OR i CAN have a lot of things..
i've always wondered what i would be like if i turned back time, and made friends with some other guy..instead of the one i actually made friends with..
like how much different would my life then be...
i actually blogged at 11:50 PM
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
today is absolutely hilarious.. ben looks damn funny in the guitar pictures.. hahahahaaa..
hahahaha.
high after pizzaonly lasts 7 days. laugh while it lasts.. haha. sorry ben. =P
i hope we pass..
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Monday, April 09, 2007
WAH. just ate so much pork just now.. my next shit session is so not halal. hahaha.
my bro going army tml, so today we went to eat his fav pork ribs tony romas.
blughh.. damn full
and recently i've been fighting. sucks man..
i noe they say friends always fight, haha, i think this is like one of the first few times really angry sia.. i still kinda pissed actually.. i hate it.
haha. but i'm happy i didn't scold back. AT ALL.
but really fucked up lah, anyhow scold me, nabei..
sometimes i wonder if it was possible to avoid being so darn emotional.
i noe i lead a pretty nice life lah.. and some people have it kinda screwed up.
but when it all comes down to it, i really believe we can choose to accept and move on,
or just dwell in the fact that
"i'm the minority, nobody gives a fuck a bout me" crap.(no offence)
seriously.. i hate it when people start say,
'nobody listen to me' 'i'm the minority'.it's irritating as hell worse than bad breath that smells like ass.
if you know u have a problem with expressing your views, and that people tend not to take you seriously, and that it ALWAYS happens.. is it EVERYONE's fault? maybe it's the way u say things, so if u wanna make a point, MAKE it. make sure they noe ur making a point and not some random shit.. really..
ok then now, after saying this, we go,
"OK LAH. my fault lah my fault la. always my fucking fault" ahhh, the usual, so many people love doing this.
this is MORE anoying than the previous. it's actually kind of saying, "it's your fault, but ok i'll take the blame. (look at meeee, i'm taking the blamee!!!)"
and it really hurts.
but you know whaaattt.. i don care. haha.. cuz friendship always lasts longer than it's fights.
and, some are very much worth fighting over....yeah..haha. ok. enuf.
WAH SEI. i talk alot. haha.
just for the record, i'm ok. haha. i argued with my fren the other day. not currently. okok alr. but i think still abit akward in a very subtle way.. but heck.
i hate sch. i'm so busy right now. but i amazingly feel much better after ranting. haha.
i'm amazed if u actually read up to here. heh. good for you. u read my shit. hahahaha.
smelly right? yeah i noe.
today i slurp alot lah.. talking with sotong mark and warren can last almost forever lah. hahahahaha.. side track like MAD. damn funny. my cheeks still abit pain sia. haha..
huh sotong huh, drink tea. heh.
i actually blogged at 11:07 PM
pleaseshootme
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
WEEEEEEEEEEEE..
i'm very happy about my results. =D
i can't believe i got distiction for p1. haaa~
i guess my quiet time alone in the studio masking taping my box teevees paid off. haha.
wahwah.. shiok lah..
but i kinda feels sad for shirlyn's class ppl.. so strict yea the marking.. =(
today din really get much done for the original song.. sigh.
but we had a good laugh hearing each other try to reach face down.
i'm the biggest looser.. cannot even take part in the competition.
it's like wanting to take part in a running competition without legs.
yup thats me when it comes to singing high notes.
no legs.
i'm gonna fart, shit and shower.
bye bye.
i actually blogged at 9:04 PM
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i think i'm reaching higher notes.. maybe. but i can hold an E pretty much better now.. i can still remember the time i had to shout like an ass just to swipe E's asshair..
ONE DAY. ONE FUCKING DAY. i'll sing JUST like saosin.
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. yah. if that day comes, i'll kiss a guy. like totally. i'd sooo kiss a fat ugly guy if i could suddenly reach that high D..
i'd kiss bam magera's dad.. i'd kiss his uncle. i'd kiss that man down the road. i'd kiss that aunty in the bus. i'd kiss the irritating bangla. i'd kiss the annoying uncle who won't give me extra chilli. i'd kiss ur smelly unwashed broken toenail toe.. i'll pluck 10 nose hairs. if i could sing just like anthony green. like.... WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
ok. yah.. my life long dream is seriously to b able to sing that high and nice. i don care if i sound like a fag. it's damn nice.
it's late.. i feel lazy i don feel like showering. GRAH!.
damn. so dirty lah.. no i will shower.
they should have like.. a pill.. that instantly cleans u.. and u don nid to shoer and u'll smell nice.
i'd pay good money fo that.. maybe 2 bucks a pill. saves so much time. just think,
u can wake up, change, and while walking to the bus stop.. eat the pill! SHOWER ON THE GO.
or best still, just before ur gonna mit ur friends, eat the pill. smell damn good lah.. can even "sjower" while ur eating, shitting, jamming, jumping, fucking, sight seeing, running bitnig ur toenails and poking ur friend's armpits. or best, cleaning ur spectacles. SHOWERRR..
tml nid to wake up early.. damn.
haha and another person noes abt my caterpillar. haha..
it can win the worm race lah.
i go shower. bye bye to whoever read this dumb dumb thing.
the pill's a good idea rite?
i'm listening to saosin rite noe.. fucking bastards.. sing so high.. i wanna pluck his balls out. put a toothpick in his dick hole.. hahaha. stupid ass can sing so nice...
ONE DAY.. i'll reach it.. and some other loser will wanna pluck my balls and stick a toothpick up my dick hole... haha. some day.. some day..
i actually blogged at 1:12 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, April 02, 2007
woooo! i just farted . hehehe. mmmmm mmmm. smells like. fart.
hah, went to changi hosp.. the place looks damn scary lah. haha. there i was kkinda acting brave, haha.. tho i was kinda scared.. but acting the part helps to be less scared. haha. but i know i'm scared lah.. i won't deny. haaa....~..
ANYWAYS.. i'm not gonna freak myself out by typing shit here. just before i sleep.
tml is jamming for the rehearsal.. i hope it doesn't go too badly.. i hope it won't be boring.. i mean. we only have like.. 2songs or something to jam.. maybe 1 hour shud be sufficient.. what if 2 hrs too much.. maybe i can cancel the other hour if too boring ah.. haha.
i'm happy with my solo. proud of it. i'm definitely improving on the guitar. heh.
i realised, that our actions towards people are heavy affected by the person we are reacting to. like.. TOTALLY dependent on who we're reacting to. yeah.. just a thought.
and another note is just to say a unheard-unread-unkown sorry to all the people i've talked bad about behind backs. haha. i've come to realise i'm pretty horrid. but although it provided hours of fun. HAHA. but yeah.. sorry lah.. i din mean. haha..
oh btw, i'm just ranting, cuz i've been doing some thinking about my life.
i cut my hair, and i forgot to return my number card to the uncle... eeps. i feel bad. haha.
i'm very sleepy. my mouth feels smelly.. *hlleeeeeepe*.. if u noe what i mean. haha.
i actually blogged at 12:25 AM
pleaseshootme
Saturday, March 31, 2007
i swear i'm one hell of a lazy ass.
babi pantat. HAHA. sounds nice.
i'm not blogging properly. thats cuz..
i am babi pantat! ahaha.
i actually blogged at 11:46 PM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i feel like such a sissy today. HAHA. ok.
and oh.. i really hate my hair.. stupid syrum thing doesnt work. haha.i'm lazy.
i actually blogged at 12:35 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, March 18, 2007
maybe i'll die one more time..
just one more...
but this time i'm going to plan my suicide..
(haha, i'm speaking metaphorically. i don plan on actually dying.)
and
i think my band has finally taken some movement. =)
i actually blogged at 6:50 PM
pleaseshootme
Monday, March 12, 2007
today was kinda irritating..
stupid girl asks me to have lunch with her her friends at 12.30.
and.. well. that just ends there.
i kena busted sia. knnbccb. spoil my whole day.
it's been a long time since i've actually felt down and hurt. haha.
funny.
i don't even like saying i'm hurt.. but i think i am.. haha.. feels so weird saying that.
i mean i shouldn't be..rarrrr..
yea ohhkayy.. i liked you(1), then i didn't(2), then maybe i almost did again(3).. so WHATTT..
so very farrggiinn sensitive for whuuddd...
haha, but y'seeee, now i'm veeery sure i'm nailing my hands on the second desicion..
and at least i know that i'm staying away.
keeps me happier. =)
and i'm sorry for being very irritating today. haha.
i think was kinda annoying to cheryl warren and carmen today. haha..
i din really realise til i was alone(again) in the bus..
and i reflect on my day.. i made alot of ultra stupid lame comments..
just for the sake of making them. hahaha. my gawd. (i don even use that spelling)
and i wasn't v comfortable bein asked to acc carmen to her uncle house or something,
sry lah.. but i just wanted to go home lah.. pai seh.
i wonder what would happen if i lost the cap to my bottle of emotions..
haha.. i think i'd look very very uglliieee!!
haha okok i'm keeping the cap close to me tied 10 times around my wrist with supersonic alarm system..
wahhhhhhhhh.. blog so sad one ah..nvm la.. if what cheryl says is true then ppl also cannot read. haha. so whatver lah. next time i see how to fix the stupid problem.
i wann jam, and scream. til my abdominal muscles hurts again.
i actually blogged at 12:04 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, March 05, 2007
wah.. stupid project one..
dunno what am i actually supposed to do.
so i'm just going to do a whole bunch of individual development things.
i completed three logo types... and two posters.
i'm gonna do name card and some more logo and poster development.
maybe some lousy sketching and ideation just for the sake of it, so i look lke i'm a very hard working student.
i have come to accept that i can't always have compliments. so i'll short change myself and just assume that others have already complimented me the way i compliment myself after my hard work. haha. i may sound like it, but i'm not that thick skin, i just nid the encouragement to keep on at it..hahaha. to me recording is the most difficult thing i've tried to accomplish.. i'm probably, ALMOST.. almost there. but not quite.. so i've got alot of self studying to do, on the professional recordings of others. damn. haha
ok.. btr sleep and find some motivation for tml.. i hope i find it early. if not i'm dead.
i actually blogged at 12:18 AM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
wah. jamming 4 hours totally no joke man. haha. zai studios not bad ah. everything was new there. the smell also new. haha. i saw ikea table there. i think its very friendly there.. i screamed alot today and now my throat pain! hahaha. but quite shiok.
i'm so tired from jamming 4 hours.. it was like never ending man. haha.i think next time.. 2 hrs max. and ben! sing DAMN HIGH can... stupid idiot! now i'm like the only one stuck on the lower octaves. grrr.. but ok la.. i make song.. but i think we nid to work alot on our coordination.. i find it quite awful..not together.. very luan.. sighh..
i kinda like this template.
i can't believe i missed going to the dip show and missed my heros episode 17! damn it.. and i'm not saving money.. grah. i nid to save alr.
i'm off to rest abit.
call me, call me again.
i actually blogged at 8:24 PM
pleaseshootme
woo ok i change template. this one can see everything.
thank u very much. i'm sleepy and tml jamming 4 hours. =D
call me, call me again..
i actually blogged at 12:51 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, February 18, 2007
on a lighter note, i'm feeling much much better now. haha.
some sleep, smile and some hayley williams does the trick babaeeehhh.. haha.
hayley's the singer from paramore. i learnt their song today. it's damn shiok to sing.
although i'm an octave lower.
ain's gonna sing it with me! =D
divahhh..
i collected more than enough.. of course more is better. but it's already alot. haha
i'm happy. =)
i could be happier.. haha. but i'm happy.
i actually blogged at 11:26 PM
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how'm i feelin? i think i kinda feel kinda.. depressed, and my chin just twitched! haha.
maybe next time i should just not say anything rude huh.
i made someone kinda angry. how i know ppl get offended so easily siaaa..
anyways, my hands smells of turnip cuz i help my mom cut them for the kueh pai tee.
ok, fine, i'll see if i can just quit using not-nice words.then everyone'll be happy.
shit/piss/fuck/ass/knn/ccb/ and what have you.
today was a really boring chinese new years eve.
i could've done it better.
maybe tml i'll make a difference.
right now the smell of turnip's turning my emotional headache, into a physical one.
someone please, open and blind me.
i actually blogged at 1:14 AM
pleaseshootme
Friday, February 16, 2007
feels good to help ppl out actually. hahaha
i did quite alot of work yesterday. =P
but i wasn't tired.. so weird.
anyways. i want to sleep. =D
i actually blogged at 10:03 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, February 12, 2007
went out with wilson, basil and ben for basil bday today. tho his bday was fridy. but heck.
most fun was in the cyber cafe. HAHA. i'm such a friggin nerd . but i OWNED man. hehehe. invincible piece of crap. yup. then team work with basil on the battle field. was goood.
yesterday i only managed to touch up my first para and tired like shit. i going to chiong 4 paragraph, one conclusion, and cover page tml, bfore school. super super last minute.
i'm hungry and my hair is dropping. i dun wanna grow bald please. i'm ugly enuf. haha.
gimme the strength to finish my work without feeling distracted. i really cannot do work that i got no interest in. i hate cds.
my farts were really smelly just now. heh.
covo's on the phone's not so pleasant lei..
when it lasts so long..
i'm lonely.. but maybe not lonely enuf.
empty but not empty enuf..haha..
but at least i'm certainly NOT depressed and not depressed enuf to wail about it. hahaha.
i'm living a good life thank u very much.
"i hear the silence ringing through my ears,
as i pen my hopeless story, to the world araound me"
i'll call this song, in the closet. or maybe, from my closet, or what lah.. as long got closet in the title can alr. i think it's a nice song.. comming up. soon. but DAMN STUPID leadership, waste my time, i cannot record or write in peace cuz i nvr do my assignment. haha ok lah, more like DAMN STUPID me... who dunno how to manage time.
sheesh i type alot of crap. HAHA, if u read until here, i have successfully wasted a small portion of ur time in which u COULD have done something more productive rather than read what my brain is churning out.
i just rubbed my eyes and adjusted my specs.. well, i din do a good job, i'm going to re adjust.. and i feel really stupid because it's damn uncomfortable but i want to finish this sentence before i re adjust.
ok, much better. it's 1.25 am in the morning, and i don't wish to loose any more hair.
(i believe sleeping early helps reduce hair loss)
even if it doesn't sleeping early definitely helps me. in alot of ways.
and it just occured to me.. i kinda dislike girls who over use "fuck". haha. i know i use it.. quite a fair bit. but.. i noe i try not to. but when people use it, for the sake of using it for whatsoever reason they have.. i think it just sucks.. and it's very uncomfortable to hear..
edward (vulgar boy who scored A1 for eng o's) says 'fuck' the best. it sounds SO right comming from his filthy english mouth. and my school only had one guy who got an a1.
yeah. so, i want to sleep early. see how i don't get absolutely out of point?
i'll do well in my essay.
i hope u realise i was bein sacarstic. hahaha.
i actually blogged at 1:15 AM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, February 11, 2007
ohhh i'm so lazeee. yes i am and leadership sucks like my shit when i eat coconut/kangkong/sambal/milk/spaghetti/chickenrice/eggplant/lizard egg/cow hair.
i wanna step on someone's toes thank u very much yes i do.
i was running into the wall just now. boy i had some fun there. haha
just try, put a blanket over ur head, then close ur eyes for extra blindess,
then run to on end, and then to the other end of the room. u'd be suprised as to how long or short ur room actually is.
(my kee hurts)
THE HUSH SOUND ROCKS MY SMELLAE SOCKS MAN.
all we nid is a little bit of momentum
to break down these walls, that we built around ourselves.
all we nid is a little bit of inertia
break down and tell
oh i so nid momentum.
under understand me, understand me well,
i stopped writing the lyrics of the song at this point "break down and tell"
my bladder lost it i nid to pee.
"i go play with my hair" what on earth man..
HAHA, i wonder what would i do with my hair if i had the same length.
i think i might try alot of nonsense.
ok maybe alot of the ideas running through my head now i probably MIGHT not do..
but i seriously would try to iron-rebond a small portion of it to see if'll work. haha.
ok i think i better go finish up my damn assignment.
ohhh, Benjamin martin was a good and moral leader beacause he was charasmatic and din kiss any girls til the end of the movie unlike those new movies.
i actually blogged at 1:47 AM
pleaseshootme
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
lets just say it was raining, and it was fun.
haha.
backstreet boys rock my socks.
i'm letting my hoodie dry,
and i nid to sleep,
so good night and bye bye.
i actually blogged at 2:56 AM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
sian. i wanna gig.
i noe nobody reads this blog. cuz it's DEAD!
just like my band life.. so dead..
so dead.. so much for getting down to originals and recordings after bona's o levels..
so dead.. so much for all the hopes.
wait wait lor, wiat til next year we find time again.
later ben sure got rugby season and stuff again,
then our band die again,
i wanna gig.
even if it were to be with a punk rock poser band,
as long as they play alrigight, i'd take the offer if there were any.
i'm always pretending in my room that i'm having a gig,
introducing myself and my band to 'the crowd(in my head)'
getting high and sweaty playing guitar singing and head banging,
jumping, twisting, stomping like a mad elephant,
i never had sex, but i bet, hosting a hardcore action blood pumping gig to a great crowd,
would feel better than fucking hayley williams.
so, i never did a gig, i never had sex,
but between the two, i'd pick the gig without a doubt.
why on earth am i suddenly blogging?
about this?
cuz i buay ta han already.
cuz all it takes to do a gig, (or to just to JAM),
is for each member to dedicate one little time slot in their big friggin week to practice for a measely one or two hours every week and by the end of a month, we can spend just one day, for a gig.
but how is it that we always cannot find that time? i dunno.
but i'd gladly give up an hour or so of my saturay afternoon to have a jam session.
and give up my last day of the week to have a great time fucking up the air waves in a bar.
ok, other than this, my december holiday's are going great.
i'm going thailand tml. i hope there's no tsunami...
i actually blogged at 1:13 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, November 13, 2006
Just a little encouragement can make one's day.
it's all we really need.
funny how it never fails to pull down a great day,
when we pick and choose all the faults, and flaws,
and filter out the good we 'see'.
I realise the feeling of discouragement, and I hate it,
in doing so, I'll learn to pull a smile on Other's face,
in hope that Other, would pull the same to mine.
yeah.. i've become a many-month-blogger. haha. i'm going to sleep.
i actually blogged at 12:57 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, July 24, 2006
i don't see your reasons why u don't want to let me jam.
i bet if i was just going out to hang for 2 hours can.
but jamming for an hour is like a big nono..
RETARDED.
i actually blogged at 4:29 PM
pleaseshootme
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
HAHA. ok. i re read my super plong last post. and realised it sucked to be there. wahaha.. will put a better post to leave and rot here. rather than that stupid previous one..
mm hmm. ok. so life's good. poly's great. really great. =D one month there and the friends i've made are like.. cool! it's like.. as if it's been more than a month. technically speaking. it's been four months there cuz the work we did was equivilent to four months of work in the old system. wsee, we're super efficient k! haha. i amde a musical chatek one meter tall. and it was damn good lah. everyone was using it. to play their diff songs. tho i kinda hated all the hip hop songs going on. they enjoyed it lah. so heck lah.
and NOBODY likes the songs i listen to! fuck. haha. basket. how can u say amber pacific is boring.. =( hahaha.. maybe lah.. when ur all into popular stuff, these genres can;t be appreciated..
anyways, that aside, poly has like.. hot girls. one duper hot girl in particular. like.. reallly. hahahaha.. it's jsut really fun to look at her ard sch. hahaha. to me i think she's the hottest girl in design..
BUT, i'm in love with hayley williams. =D she's 17 and she sings. and she's pretty. hot. not pretty hot. but pretty. HOT. hahahaha. she got red hair. and nice face.
i found ehr jsut a few days ago. wahaha.. (she's like.. this band singer btw.. big time stuff.. so like.. duh, i dunt doe her and stuff.. i jsut noe she's hot. and i liek to see the vids of her band.)
good indie music is DAMN nice.
bad indie music is DAMN shit.
i'm growing quite tired of punk.....sadly.. haha..
wow. long entry. ok. but at least i managed to talk about pretty girls and their pretty music..
so, two new bands i found.
Paramore (Hayley Williams sings here!)
The Hush Sound (just real nice indie.)
i actually blogged at 11:58 PM
pleaseshootme
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
it's a funny thing when u fall in love..
everything falls into place rather nicely..
bad things happen, but somehow we manage to turn them around,
and make them into something seemingly better..
everythings good.
it's shitty then when your hit with something else,
and u noe it will jeapordize this love..
this thoughts race and slowly eat up ur heart.. before you know it..
u fall out.
the real fucked up feeling is, being the first to know..
and not knowing the right words to say to ur beloved.
but anyways.. i'll jsut keep expecting the worse..
so nothing would seem that bad.
i'll say i'm every bit deserving the cold.. so it's ok.
anyways! today school was like.. totally confusing.. dun understand half of what the lecturer is trying to tell us what to do when we go home. it's damn confusing...my stupid course isn't slack at all.. everyday i got presentation on new things. the deadlines are so near and it's dman shit lah.. tml morning need to go art museum to go research the exhibits because school ends at 6, and the museum closes at 7. presentation is on thursday. then friday got another and so fourth.. dunno what the hell else is needed lah..
as for the other subject.. piang.. need to go learn arts history and all that crap. why the hell do i wanna know anything about frank stella.. i hate is masterpieces! give me fucking headaches..(oh i decided.. i'm jsut gonna say my usal vulgarities here, so piss off if u don like em. hahaha. =P) i've no idea what on earth is he trying to get at with his damned sculptures..
i dunno if i can tah han two bands and my poly right now.. i'm thinking i've got to totally slow down on the music scene right now.. and get settled with my poly stuff.. i can't afford to fall back .. i hate falling back..and oh. i sculpted a head blinde folded. =D hehe.. looks pretty good to me. wahaha.
anyways. i better go sleep alr lah. tml going museum at 10..
i actually blogged at 12:10 AM
pleaseshootme
Monday, May 01, 2006
I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would it show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.
This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would it show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.
(On my own!)
I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.
it takes a longer while than i thought, for me, to fix me.. and i'm sorry. but it was nothing that i could forsee,if it was, i wouldn't have made u love me.
i actually blogged at 12:45 PM
pleaseshootme
I tried to be perfect,
But nothing was worth it,
I don’t believe it makes me real.
I thought it’d be easy,
But no one believes me,
I meant all the things I said.
If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would it show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.
This place is so empty,
My thoughts are so tempting,
I don’t know how it got so bad.
Sometimes it’s so crazy,
that nothing can save me,
But it’s the only thing that I have.
If you believe it's in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if they would it show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I'm better off on my own.
(On my own!)
I tried to be perfect,
It just wasn't worth it,
Nothing could ever be so wrong.
It’s hard to believe me,
It never gets easy,
I guess I knew that all along.
If you believe it’s in my soul,
I’d say all the words that I know,
Just to see if it would show,
That I'm trying to let you know,
That I’m better off on my own.
it takes a longer while than i thought, for me, to fix me.. and i'm sorry. but it was nothing that i could forsee,if i was, i wouldn't have made u love me.
i actually blogged at 12:45 PM
pleaseshootme
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
din really have time to blog about easterr.. but hahaha.. it was really the best lah.. hehehehe.
never had an easter sunday that good before. =D hee.
just feels damn shiok after all that lent and all. and then.. an easter suprise, and alll.. wheee! hehehe.
but stupid orientation got to spoil my teusday! booooooo!!!
i mena if orientation ended like.. 230 or 330 or what.. it'd be so much better! but.. noo.. 830am to 8pm. wth lah. basket. so long. sighh.. oh well!
easter was still damn good. =)
inside man is a dman good moviee! can multitask. wahahaha.. sorta..
movie there are nice to watch tooo.. heh.
can't wait for orientation camp to end after it starts tml. i really really hope friday it will end early lah..
dun really noe what to say lah.
but some thoughts can really make one rather happy. hehehehe.
i actually blogged at 11:45 PM
pleaseshootme
Sunday, April 16, 2006
happy easter all!
i survived 5 hours of church.
but my easter won't be complete... til..
you warm my heart..
"...If I could take your pain away
I would scream for you
And I'd bleed for you
So you’ll never feel this way again
When you’re in my arms, again
I would scream for you
I will bleed for you
Put the weight on my shoulders
And the pain in my heart
Tie the knots in my stomach, let it tear me apart
So I could be everything you need..." -Hidden In Plain View - Bleed For You
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Friday, April 14, 2006
church of st mary's angels(or however the long name of the church goes) is like...
makes my face go.. -_-"
with the " really oozing to come out.. hahaha..
piang.. they sing sing sing sing sing sing.. or rather CHANT CHANT... different lines with the same tune over for like.. forever lah.. i couldn't wait for the last candle to be put out lah! walau..
ooh.. and at a time like that.. when u spot a girl in an ij uniform from afar.. it's a sight for a sore mind.. hahahaha! =P regardless of who the fell is.. cuz they all look the same from afar..(considering an acceptable body mass)
followed through who that girl was sitting with. haha.. familliar faces they were! haha.. one was hard to spot actually.. a little too short.. =P
and i tot the guy with dyed hair was some ah pek lah.... i look longer abit.. i don think he was apek. hahahaha..
easter's tml night! sorta..? yah and then i can watch all the dvd's my dad bought! wahahaha! and then i can go meet dory the fish.. and then when my mom leaves to india i cna go hang out at night.. cycle and all.. dun care. haha. but damn shit stupid orientation just HAD to plan a damn camp! poofs.. assholes.. hahahaha..
oh. i dind imagine this blog to be so long.. all i actually had in mind was, "st mary's of the angels church is damn sian" hahahaha.. oh wells! it's good to rant.. and waste some of my time.. cuz seriously .. this holy week.. i've been so damn bored lah.. it was really good to find the pokey needle on wednesday! =D but darn..i seemed to have dropped it.. almost right after i found it.. haha. oh wells! hehehehe.
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Monday, April 10, 2006
WAH. super long mass today at the oven church novena din seem super long at all! hehehe. i din sleep! for like the whole 2 hours lah! hhahaha..
maybe cuz i was busy .. uhh.. feeling envious of the forearm of the girl sitting beside me.. like walau! haha.. she's alot shorter lah.. but piang.. i was like.. eee.. cuz the fore arm(the bunch of muscles for the wrist and fingers) were like super lah! got all the toned lines and all.. and she was just.. putting her hands together..? piang.. haha.. then i was like.. checking my own arm out.. and.. like.. the lines were so faint.. hardly any popping out veins.. piang.. feel so weak next to the tiny girl.. hahahaha.. so stupid lah.. i was wondering if she was a maid.. cuz where got girl the arm so damn developed one..? unless everyday scrub toilet or what lah.. basket. haha..
top it off.. i had a glance at the calf as she left.. PIANG.. damn fit lah.. puts me to shame man.. hahahaha..
for ur info.. i was not checking her out.. i was just.. feeling.. weird.. at the fact that her forearm so fit. haha.. the veins were pretty gross tho.. too much lah. haha..
NEXT WEEK.. is.. easterr sundayy.. and stuff.
stupid orientation also next week. BOO. haha. least it's not a camp.
gonna make full use of my one free week before school starts.
i actually can't wait to start school. haha
wanna know what is poly like..
i'm hearing sum41 again! i've left them in the song box for so long.. how evil of me.. haha i still love them! =D hehehe.. damn fkers.. his singing so weird.. like not high not low, like not singing.. i dunno.ahhahaha.. but dman nice lei.. haha.
i used to love them like mad last time lah.. i got all their songs. =D bought all the album. stupid ambrose stole my chuck album! grr.. hahahaha. but no hard feelings lah.. dunno why also. haha..
eh u noe i think it's damn good to forgive and forget.
HAH u see, i pay attention durin mass ok!
the priest was talking some storey:
there was this man who claimed he had visions of god in heaven and he could speak with god.
and so, this man went to talk to the preist about it. Well, the priest being a nice man, showed an intrest in this man's claim, and played along, or rather he was hoping to believe this man. and so, the priest told the man,
"ok.... so if what u sya is true.. then.. when u go home and sleep tonight, remember to ask god, what is my biggest sin that i've ever commited. and when god tells u this, come back to me tml and tell me my biggest sin."
the man went home and true enough he claimed to have see jesus and asked him about the father's biggest sin. the man then went to church the next day, and told the father.
"father, i saw god again in my dream last night!"
and the father replied,
"oh did u? and did u remember to ask god what was the greatest sin i've commited?"
"yes", said the man..
"so, tell me what did god tell u? what was my biggest sin?" asked the priest..
and the man said. "i dunno? because god told me.. that he has already forgotten"
hehehe. u get the story?
well the sermon was about, forgive and forget. =D
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
i love mae..
mae is so nice.
mae sounds so soothing,
i just love mae.
i can fall asleep with mae.
i've fallen asleep with mae before.
i can just float away in wonderland listening to mae..
i'm so in love with mae..
anywas! i can't last through a rugby match that lasts so damn super long lha
haha
but it was dman shiok, sittin gunder the pouring rain wearing a raincoat. haha. the feeling is like.. shiok lah. ur under the rain, but ur dry. haha. i dunno. it jsut makes me feel dman shiok.. feels like..ur protected and sheilded.. it's just a wonderful feeling.. haha..
hahaha..
read below to find out who is mae.. =D
i'm in love with the Multi-sensory Aesthetic Experience.
the band, MAE! =D hahahaha.
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-so i'm guilty, so won't you sentence me,
to a lifetime with you, a solitary cell for two,
and i'm holding on to these moments, i long to share with you,
i don wanna go, i don wanna go, hold me close against the flow,
cuz i'll get cold, in these nights that go by, without you by my side...-
hahaha.. stupid if u were cracking ur mind. hahaha.
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pleaseshootme
Friday, April 07, 2006
haha.. u think u know what to say.. hahaha..but i think my mind is really way to sleepy ah.. haahaha.. my pathetic attempt! =P hehehehe.. oh wells! least i got something outtafit. =D
i got.. umm.. a pleasant sound out of it.. hahaha.
my damn attic sucks without the aircon..=(.. cuz i'm tryin gto save electricity.. so i'm not turning on the aircon..till..when i'm in total dire need of it. haha.=P
stupid barber. always cut my hair so dman short.. i jsut wanted it trimmed.. so i dun need to worry aobut it PUFFING up.. haha. wel.. yeah. it won't now.. but i look so retarded.. haha..hehehe. at least now it adds to my reatard acts.. or half bodied strokes.. haha
one day one day! i will be able to record songs. so well.. that people will ask me 'EH! what studio u go to ah?" and i will tell them NIM RECORDS. and if they ask where? i'll jsut tell them my house add. hehehehe.. jsut one day.. i know can one.. confirm possible.. i just need more time..
...one day.. haha..
i hope it's possible.. otherwise i like waste alot of money ah? jahaha. =P
oh wells.. next week is holy week. and.. well..=( no fun for me next week.. but but but but.. easter's after that! =D hehehe..
i wanna go buy wireless keyboard.. so i don need to walk here and there to record my drums. haha.i wonder if today i got time..
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
hahaha.. it was a good time taking a short 2 min.. "nap" at mos burger.. the air con kinda sucked..and it was either me who stank up my left shoulder part of the shirt.. or.. not.. hahahahaha. =P
but it was really nice pretending to nap.. hahahaha. =D
and i feel quite bad...and now.. stupid.. haha...
so i think next time i should excuse myself. cuz it's not all the time that it's before 7.. so yes. next time i will think about myself before others. and i will. so i will, let it go on til 7pm strike my clock. =D
i'm a dissappointment to myself.
it's a sentence.. and apparently so happens so, happens to be a quote from a song. my midpoint! haha.
i'm writing something on chubbinessss! omg.. guess what it is?
deegeedeegeedangdang, scritchy scratchy scratch scratch, circle circle line line, boinggggggg...**
and don tell me 'fine'
hahaha..
tada!
it's all in good times. =)
chubby chubby.. chubby is NOT fat btw..
hahahaha..
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
find a topic!
welll the day was good fun anyways! =)
yeah..on the desperete hunt for a icecream shop! hahahaha..
the nut rodent thing creature was very.... cute.. as some people would keep insisting! hahahaha. =P
quiet quiet..
stay quiet stay near, they can't hear...
my hopes are so high.
hahaha.. my ear's quite hot.. the ahndphone does no good to ur hear.. omg..
HEATER!
hahaha..
the heat can even travel through the phone!
hehehehehe..
i'm cold again...
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Monday, April 03, 2006
i found my chain! =D hehehehehe. so shiok lah tell u. haha..
i was jsut like.. randomly searching my drawers hoping to find something interesting. haha. yeha.. something interesting alright! my long lost crucifix! =D hehehehe..
damned purevolume lowering my song quality.
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Friday, March 31, 2006
sian sia.. these few days.. like.. really nothing to do ahh.. yest went bowling and all. fun lah.. haha.. but it dies out so quick ah. so irritting.. hahaha..
i think our new song sounds rather nie and soothing .. haha. =P
i won bowling yet all the way! wahaha. shiok i tell uu..
haha..a lil motivation sure helps alot.
stupid billard people cheat my money! they din tell me there was guest charge! dumb shit lah! and i hate billard.. it's such a boring game! and teh damn table is so big! so hard to play! hahahaha. we were playing for almost 20 mins and like.. our points.. never exceeded ONE POINT. damn looser lah. haha. damn annoying. ended up jsut rolling the balls into the holes
hahahaha..
children are quite annoying..in this case.. my nieces.. haha.. sometimes i feel like slapping them. haha. but obviously i won't lah! i'm not evil! (like how some ppl would call me! PFTH) but really lah.. when u tell them not to touch certain things cuz those things are very fragile and stuff.. and they find it funny when u get irritated at them.. and all the more they wanna do that.. wah lau. so irritating! haha.. i kinda wanted to like.. hit them.. haha. but never lah.. but finally, somehow i managed to get them out of my attic and downstairs where i got some sleep on the couch. =D so damn shiok.. cuz if they were gonna disturb me, their mom 'll be there to tell them off! wahahaha. i'm damn clever rite. haha. =P
i wish lent was over.. =( when does it end ah?
when's EASTERR!?
wheres the easter bunny!?
=(
i've got to go do standing and kneeling today again..
do sacrifices pay off? haha..
i hope they dooo..
cuz i'm counting on my papa on top to guide me on how to grow this banana tree..
hahaha. and i'm not talking nonsense there.. hahaha..
it's either u get it. or u don't... or u have to think harder to get it..
but clever ppl should get it lah. haha =P
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eeeee, i look horrible!!!
i nid a light at the end of the tunnel.
